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by Alexandra

For a while, I have been religiously pursuing my (evasive) “purpose” in life. What makes my internal clock tick? Why does my motor run? What is the significance of my existence?

Why am I entranced by divine simplicity? Am I utilizing the building blocks that were given to me?

What can I do to further realize that I am blessed?

I long to tread my own bare feet upon untreaden Earth. I wish for solely my heart’s guidance. I long for sun rays to surge through my veins and erupt within my soul. What sets my eyes ablaze and makes me sweat?

What can I do to further His kingdom, that which I cannot comprehend?

Please excuse me while I contemplate my life, seeking finite answers to infinite questions.